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That is officially the longest title I've ever made for a dreamwidth post.



If you ever peruse the #ann made a mod tag on this blog and scroll down a bit, or visit my Nexus profile, you'll know that I once published standalone followers for Dragon Age: Origins followers (Alistair, Zevran, Leliana, Morrigan) for Skyrim SE. At that time, I was still figuring out how to mod things (heck, right now I'm still figuring out how to mod things) and while they're useable, they're certainly not my best work. Mostly with how they're all in different ESPs and BSAs with a bunch of duplicate files... and my not-so-great sculpt of Morrigan.

So I redid things from scratch (well not really, I still have their presets and textures and stuff). All four companions in one ESP and with their own voices (using KCFV). Consider this a belated celebration of Veilguard's release... or Skyrim's 13th birthday, whatever. I actually had the idea when my Dragon Age: Origins installation suddenly refused to load for some feckin reason (says it couldn't detect my graphics card or something, which was weird) and then I was like, well if I can't play DAO anymore, might as well bring these four idiots to my Skyrim installation, amirite.

(don't worry about the double Read more links, Dreamwidth formatting confuses me and I'm an idiot)


Read more... (I should start putting more read more's on my blog) )Read more... )
okay okay okay. i'm not dead. YET.

Putting up this teeny tiny mod for Dragon Age: Inquisition (for Frosty. I have no idea how to package with DAI Mod Manager, and this game's modding system fucks itself if I touch it wrong so I'm sticking with Frosty). It replaces the Inquisitor's portrait with......... my dude. Oris. Yeah.

Mediafire

(companion portraits shown for comparison)




Is this useful for anyone other than me? I have no idea, unless someone else also happens to play as a male elven Inquisitor with white hair.

Gonna update this post for more mods. If I ever make more, that is.

Edit: more ramble about this.

This is about... the only kind of modding I can do with Dragon Age: Inquisition and Frosty, lol. Changing the Inquisitor portrait (and codex image, I replaced the Hero of Ferelden's codex image for my personal use) is easy enough if you're careful and you remember to save the DDS file in BC3 without mipmaps.


Got more SE conversions.

All credits solely belong to:
- TOXA01 from modgames.net for DA:O 2 Leliana Armor and Isabela Armor
- Vie and Hizteria (I can't find a profile to link to) for Merrill Robe (link to the original LE download, Mediafire)
- XiNAVRO (again, can't find a profile to link to) for Bethany's Robes
- antoxa-xms from tes-game.com for the Mage Champion Armor

If you're any of the names mentioned and want me to take down the conversion, let me know.

I converted the meshes to SE format, did some basic upscaling to the textures (nothing too crazy, they still look pretty blurry for modern Skyrim standards, but at least you can do a profile shot in these armors without the low-res textures ruining your im-muhr-shion), merged them all in one ESP and BSA, and did some more ESP fixes (cleaning dirty edits, fixed grammar, lowered the armor rating to reasonable amount, broken up Bethany's Robes into chestpiece, gloves, and boots for keywording and enchantment purposes, renamed "Leliana Armor" to "Light Seeker Armor" bc that's what it's supposed to be anyway).

Download (Mediafire)

Known issues:
- I didn't do anything to the meshes, just converted them to SE format. Mage Champion (Hawke) armor is still male only, the rest are female (CBBE) only. I don't think there's weight slider compatibility either, but all armors are covered up at the neck so there's no neck gap anyway.
- Isabela's outfit will show texture seams at the hip if you're using UNP or vanilla female skin textures.
- The fur part thingies on the Mage Champion armor is pretty... bad. Maybe because I re-saved the diffuse in BC7? Idk. Just don't look too close at it.
- They're not craftable I think. Use console commands to get them (search for "isabela", "seeker", "apostate", "merrill", "champion"), or use AddItemMenu or QUI (look it up on Nexus).

Some previews, featuring a beleaguered Cassandra and Cullen modeling the outfits:







I spent approximately two days hunting down a hairstyle that looks aaaaalmost like Morrigan's Inquisition hairstyle and then painstakingly fixing all the bugs, gaps, and bald spots I could find (because the scalp part of the hair Does Not Want To Fit her for some reason, just my luck). But it looks close enough, and I'm happy.

Appearance: Using CotR assets, all textures standalone and included, yada yada yada. I extracted her diffuse textures from Inquisition myself (well, more like extracted then painstakingly adjusted it to CotR face... it's not a 1:1 recreation, but whatever close enough). Since I could probably never get permission to use ShinglesCat's Morrigan hair, I opted for the closest one from SG Hairdos, originally by Peggy Sims.

Bring Your Own Body Meshes as they're not included here--she'll use whatever default you have. There's different versions for UNP/Vanilla and CBBE.

I think I got her eyes wrong. whatever

Combat: She can't shapeshift into a swarm of bees unfortunately, but she can pepper your enemies with ice spike and lightning bolt. No fancy custom abilities (can't think of any)--I gave her a hefty amount of perks and a large magicka pool to compensate.

Location: The swamps of Morthal, especially around Falion's ritual circle. Sometimes she visits the town proper, sometimes she checks out Ustengrav (and possibly gets in a skirmish with the necromancers there). Rarely you'll find her (bedgrudgingly) spending time at the inn.

Others: Her hair clips a lot when she's moving or tilting her head (believe me, I spent an entire day fixing it. This is the best I could do). She'll do whatever crime you ask. With Custom Follower Voices she has the exact same voice as her DAO self. Essential and levels up indefinitely.


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(Note: does not include Leliana.)

Download UNP - CBBE (Mediafire. Use 7zip to extract the files)

You'll need this framework for her voice.

Another alternative is Enaya13's Morrigan for Legendary Edition, if anyone's up to porting it to SE. They did a lot of Dragon Age stuff too, check them out if you haven't already.)
A quick backup thing before I forgot.

L0rd0fWar and TH3WICK3D1 ported the Grey Warden armor from DA2 to Skyrim a long time ago (I think it's this one?), it's for Legendary Edition and had a few issues (dirty edits). I cleaned it up, converted the meshes/textures to SE format, flagged it as ESL, upscaled the diffuse to 2K (normals and specular are kept the same), and packaged it as BSA. Figured someone else would want this.


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Known issues:
  • I didn't edit the meshes in any way, just converted it to SE format. Whatever problems in the original mod is still here.
  • No inventory/ground models (just using ebony armor ones)
  • You can only find them through console commands, search "grey warden".
Download (Mediafire)

(If you're the original mod author/converter, hello! If you want me to take this down, tell me.)

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Jan. 8th, 2024 07:52 pm
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 Okay, real shit: should I make Morrigan (Dragon Age) in Skyrim?

(or rather, should I post the Morrigan follower mod I already made?)

The reason I'm still rather iffy for posting her is because I don't have permission to use her hair asset (originally by Shingles Cat, ported to SE by me) and judging by the modder's attitude, asking for permission would probably yield nothing tbh. Not to mention they might not even be active on Nexus anymore.

I could use a hair from KS Hairdos, sure. Ho boy it's gonna take me forever perusing 800+ hairs trying to find one that closely resembles the one she got. And I can't convert stuff from Inquisition. Yet.

Originally, I was reluctant to post her because I thought there's already a few Morrigan follower on Nexus (LE and SE). But when I double-checked... there's not that many, really. At least the ones that REALLY look like her...

... Except for Enaya13's. But that one's for LE. and the SE port for some reason doesn't include her (why??? whoever ported it, why leave out Morrigan like that, come here i just wanna talk). 

So.... what now???
(there was once a rant here. it's gone now.)

Leliana is my most favorite character ever, and also the character that Bioware doesn't seem to have a set-in-stone design for. You think Zevran had it bad? This girl looks like three different people in each series AND a trailer! (Okay, maybe Zevran still has it worse. Or is it Alistair. Can we just agree Bioware is bad at making consistent character designs? Okay.)

My headache is still going strong, so I'll keep it brief.

Appearance: trying to replicate her Inquisition look, but I kinda failed in that regard. Maybe. Think of her look in this mod as a sort of mish-mash of her Inquisition and Sacred Ashes look, that's better. (In my admittedly paper-thin defense, she has a weird face sculpt in Inquisition to begin with. Never much a fan of that mouth shape...). Using CotR assets, all textures standalone.

Body meshes are not included, she'll use whatever default you have installed. If you use UNP or vanilla body, get the UNP version. If CBBE/3BA, use CBBE.

Combat: she's your usual archer rogue, but can dual wield if given the opportunity. She's kind of the opposite of Zevran in that she prefers bow over melee. In combat, nearby allies gain +50% magicka and stamina regeneration. Including you, if you stand next to her. Basically Song of Valor from DAO without the HHHRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAARRGGGHHHHH part.

Location: Solitude. She mainly stays at the Temple of the Divines, with the occasional visit to the inn and the general store. Because she's located inside a city worldspace, she's not directly compatible with Shattered Skyrim--use console commands or Where Are You mod (look it up on nexus) to move her to your location.

Others: Leliana only tolerates property crime (this basically just means she won't murder an innocent civilian for you, but stealing and lockpicking an owned chest is fine). With Custom Follower Voices she has the same exact voice as her DAO self. Essential and levels up indefinitely.

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Download UNP- CBBE (Mediafire. You'll need 7zip to extract the files.)

Alternate Inquisition hair here (install after main file). This is the same file as the one I uploaded on Nexus; I just chucked it on Mediafire bc if the recent DDoS attack has taught me anything, it's that I can't rely on Nexus as my main source of mod safekeeping.

Need the framework here. (if you've downloaded it in the past, give it another look, there's an update)

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Jan. 4th, 2024 12:17 am
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I need somewhere to post this and I don't want to post it on Flickr or Nexus (they're for serious screenshots only) so I'm posting it here.

How Oris looks in Inquisition. I didn't get his eyes right (aside from his right eye being smaller than his left)






Yeah that's the Prismatic Greatsword (or is it Battleaxe, idk). I still remember toiling around the Storm Coast speedrunning all the star globe thingies just to get that weapon as soon as possible.

Funnily enough, while he looks as white as can be, his face is actually vaguely inspired by this Indonesian actor.... His name escapes me at the moment, but he's half-German (I think?) and has a twin brother. 
Yoooooo I got Zevran done.

I think he was like... my first ever legitimate romance in a video game? Or was it Morrigan. Can't remember. Wait I think it was Morrigan.

Obviously, this needs the framework here. And here's the download link (Mediafire--finally fixed his neckseam, smh)


Appearance: Ya want to hear me rant about how Bioware butchered his face in DA2? No? Oh well.

Basically I went with how he might have looked like if he had appeared in Inquisition and Bioware didn't butcher his face some more. I swear, someone on the character design team hates melanin. All textures standalone, body meshes will use whatever you have installed.

Combat: he's your typical dual-wielding rogue. Can use a bow. Since this is a Skyrim follower we're talking about, if you want to make sure he only fights melee or ranged, just remove the weapon(s) you don't want him to use from his inventory. His attacks (ALL attacks) ignore 75% of the opponent's armor rating. Occasionally enters stealth when sneaking or in combat (but it doesn't always work, because Skyrim).

Starting location: Falkreath

Technical details: Essential, levels up indefinitely, has Lightfoot perk, yada yada yada. While not marriageable with the custom voice framework, he does have some lover-specific greetings.


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Why is this post so short? I have no idea. Brain not working rn
And THIS is a proof-of-concept / what-you-can-do with my Custom Follower Voices--ALISTAIR. In Skyrim.

(recommend reading this post first)

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(cheer up dude, you're on TV!)

It's a custom follower mod. You get the drill by now.

Appearance: Basically the same as my CotR preset of him. Yes, he doesn't look like his Inquisition self, and yes, I don't care. I'm team #brownhairAlistair4lyfe. Has his own race, all textures standalone. Body mesh uses whatever default you have installed, or vanilla. Starts out in basic farm clothes so you can dress and kit him however you want.

Combat: He has his own class and combat style, should properly tank (Al can't dual wield, sorry). His attacks drain 10 points of magicka per hit.

Others: Alistair......... doesn't tolerate any crime (don't worry, this basically just means he won't murder a random civilian if you ask him to. You can still murder a random civilian with him as a follower. Probably). With Custom Follower Voices he also has the exact same voice as his Dragon Age self.

While not marriagable, Alistair does have some lover-specific lines if you manually set relationship rank to 4 using console commands (open console, click on him, type 'setrelationshiprank player 4', enter).


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Obviously, the aforementioned mod is required. I won't (and can't) make the dialogues standalone/included with the follower mod. At least the follower mod itself is ESL-ified, so... yay?

(i can't believe i wrote all this much and still forgot one important info: you can find him patrolling around Riverwood.)

Download (Mediafire) (updated for higher poly head and texture fixes)
Skyrim

- Make replacers for Nessa and Eris (assets done, Nessa preset done, I'm stumped on choosing the hairs... as usual). This isn't going to be shared most likely, there are already a dozen replacers for them on Nexus.
- Make lightweight replacers for citizens of Eastmarch and the Pale (I CAN'T find any AIO replacer for NPCs from these holds, it's criminal). It's gonna be a huge undertaking I'm not sure if I could take it, tbh.
- Finish that Dragon Age Origins followers thingy (should Leliana have her own custom armor? Since she started out in chantry robes in DAO... also need to find a way to make Morrigan more interesting... a pipe dream of mine is to make her transform into a swarm of bees when attacked in melee, or something). If future me has sudden memory loss, the followers I'm thinking about are Alistair, Leliana, Morrigan and Zevran.
- Adapt the facepaints from Wolfpaint to fit CotR faces
- (low priority) Maybe finish tidying up that voice pack for Kjerin? And maybe include additional banshee-like shout replacer to go with it?


Dragon Age: Inquisition

- actually finish that other playthrough where I sided with the Templars GOSH DANG IT


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Jul. 3rd, 2023 07:21 pm
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So I've finished Dragon Age: inquisition.

Yeah.

Why does the story just... not gel with me? Probably because it's too complicated, or not complicated enough. But every time I see someone else's lore breakdown on Tumblr, even with full knowledge of what happens within the game I'm still left with the feeling "hold on wait what"

Which is an odd feeling to have, because Origins' story was much more digestible to me on my first playthrough. And at the time I started playing Origins, I knew jack shit about English.

I mean, I get it... it's like... Idk, when I try to "compare" my full understanding of the whole trilogy to someone else's full understanding of the whole trilogy, it feels different. It feels like I'm playing a whole different game. Uhh, probably because I don't care as much about Solas' motivations and whathaveyou ._.

Ah, shoot. Anyway I'm in the mood to write something. Or not write something. Or something.

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Apr. 28th, 2023 11:36 pm
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Long time no Livejournaling! Life and mental health got in the way. (Note to self: depression comes in more form than just svicidal thoughts, I got lulled in into the idea that the existential crisis I was experiencing was not another depression episode!). To do list:

Skyrim:
  • Make ESP that enables more normal maps/complexion slots for CotR. Provide a patch for Racial Body Morph as that's about the only race-related mod I use.
  • Make elven-brow-ridgeified normal maps for CotR females.
  • Make a personal Marcurio replacer using CotR. Really random idea I had in the middle of nowhere. He's my son now, he gets to be SPOILED.
  • Finish merging Team TAL's armor mods.
  • Maybe make a mod that patches Throw Voice lines for PC Headtracking's BYO Voice Type? Too much work for too little pay off, though.
  • Make a working mute follower voice type. Male version done (can I use a male voice type on a female NPC? So much work making two voice types that are basically the same thing)
  • Maybe make Bits and Pieces' male face diffuse textures a little more..... appealing for personal use? All of them seem off to me, like the lips are too harsh and too pink, some have painted-on stubbles.
  • Make more Dragon Age companions in Skyrim. I got their presets done, at least.
  • Finish regenerating XVASynth lines for the old-ass mod ESF: Companions because I love that mod. Optional: maybe redo some lines from Glenmoril's synthed voice lines to make it fit my standard? I want Brandt to have the MaleBrute voice type for some frickin' reason. (edit: NOPE, not doing this)

Note: Making characters with CotR gets SO MUCH FUN now that I'm not shackled to the same baby-smooth-anime-ish diffuse and normal textures.

Dragon Age: Origins:
  • Finish current playthrough (I HAAAAATE the Landsmeet sequence) (edit: NOPE, i'm starting over baby)
  • I'm not currently in the mood for DAO right now so it's just shoved in the back burner for now.
  • Extract more voice lines (tedious).

Sims 2:
  • Finish setting up my BACC--move founders in to their houses.
  • Do I want to make functional schools in my BACC? Mods?
Like any other twenty-something young adults with terrible muscular and joint pains and a penchant for selecting the hardest difficulty in video games each time (and regretting it later), I have my fair share of original characters. Which I have yet shared in this blog. Oh well.

Mostly Skyrim, with one old Dragon Age character I rediscovered midway through my Skyrim phase in which I went "screw my other OCs! I'm hyperfixating on this guy and this guy only!". Some are less developed than others, but not less loved.

(much needed edit: one character per post. I had intended to write about ALL of my OCs in one go but the post got too long to keep up. This first dude alone could be made into three novels by himself just by the sheer amount of unneeded backstory tied to him.)

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ORIS Surana

"Being me is not something worth of senseless punishment."

An unusual elf with little recollection of his past, an amateur singer, and an abomination resilient enough to maintain his mortal form, Oris was recruited into the Grey Wardens after a series of misfortune befell him at the Circle Tower of Kinloch Hold. The details of which would fit into a book on its own (hm, possible fanfic idea?), but suffice to say a lot of Templars steer clear of him, and he does the same.

Oris is mostly stern, a little bit grumpy, and only says what he needs to say--although, by default, he wants to help people and he will help, any way he can. It takes a while for him to open up, and Oris can appear rude at times when being approached--don't let that intimidate you, though; he becomes a total softie once befriended. Oris has a special weakness for groan-worthy puns and a plate of freshly-baked muffins.

One thing you can rely Oris on is his honesty, and his strong sense of obligation. In conversations, he may sound charmlessly direct and naive. Oris doesn't quite understand sarcasm, sugar-coating or double-speak, and so he tends not to use them much (either it is a blessing or curse depends on the situation). On missions, he is known as being unfailingly focused and goal-driven. "You want to help us stop the Blight but you'll need me to complete 1243254273515+ tasks beforehand? Fine. I'll do it." The term roadblock does not exist in his vocabulary.

Another thing you can rely him on is his attention to detail. When Oris doesn't talk, he quietly--and respectfully--observes. He tends to notice the shift in someone's voice, the way their eyes squint or move, or the choice of words someone pick and what they could possibly mean. Yet he hardly uses those information to judge the person he's speaking to. A friend said if Oris would lie more (and expand his wardrobe beyond heavy armor and boring grey shirts), he could make a half-decent bard.

Oris' attention to detail isn't just reserved for people either, but also to the outside world. Especially the forests, the swamps, the plants. He has a soft spot for flowers, spiders, and a comfy undershirt.
 
Combat and physics-wise, Oris is the ultimate defender. While he finds shields frustrating to work with and prefers a reliable greatsword instead, his stubbornness made him always at the forefront of his party--well, unless he's faced with a Templar, whom he's utterly defenseless (and rightfully paranoid) against.

Also did I say he's technically an abomination?

Other than that, though? If you need a shoulder to cry on, a voice of reason to nitpick all your flaws in the most objective and ruthless manner, or just a grumpy-looking meat shield--Oris is your man.


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Purpose

"As long as I keep on fighting, I will never fall."

Oris is not a mage, despite him years believing he was one. Despite the mages at the Circle Tower assuring him that he was one. Despite all the Templars pointing their fingers at him telling everyone "he's a demon, I swear it!"

He keeps on believing--attributing his ability to withstand blows that would kill lesser men, toughen the skins of himself and his allies with only a battlecry, and hear songs within lyrium that escape the ears of even the most Stone-touched dwarves... to that of a mage. Despite this, he cannot cast a spell. The 'powers' come from his thoughts and will, but never through the manipulation of mana.

The mages believe him to be bound with a spirit of Purpose, the very nature of which made him immune to possession (because he's already possessed, technically). The Templars think he is a demon either way. To appease both parties, Oris was confined inside the cavern storeroom within the Circle Tower, forbidden to interact with other mages without heavy supervision. When the Grey Wardens came for recruitment, First Enchanter Irving saw it as an opportunity to get him out of there.

Oris didn't know... at first. Being a Grey Warden was a means of escape... at first. Fighting to end the Blight gave him something to do, and his ensured death by the taint gave him somewhat of a morbid closure... at first. The shock of the discovery, inelegantly revealed by a blood mage he once thought as a friend and a crush, brought him crashing down--made him reevaluate life and what he was actually fighting for.

However the spirit came to be, whoever he truly is, it doesn't matter. It took the death of the Archdemon, the loss of a leg, and a painful confession by a fellow Grey Warden, to make Oris realize he is what he wants to be. He's born to fight, to survive, and dedicate his entire being to the Wardens--and one other Warden in particular.

He's just Oris.


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Out of the Frying Pan...

The Archdemon's demise was hardly the end. Oris stayed in Denerim for some time, tending to his wounds and keeping Alistair company. Sometimes he'd ask the other man why would he stay behind, why would he throw away the throne in favor of the Wardens, why would he care for a man who turned out to be one inch away from being an abomination, to which the fellow Grey Warden only winked and smiled.

Ten months later, an apostate mage appeared on their doorstep. A blast from the past. With a small baby in her arms, she begged the two men to take the daughter away from her--"away from Flemeth, away from her brother". His blood ran cold the moment he saw her face. Almost an exact mirror of him; his own daughter.

That was the last time they saw the apostate. Months rolled by, and Oris was sent to Amaranthine to manage the arling and become the new Commander of the Grey, while Alistair returned to Weisshaupt, baby Aelin safe in his care. They reunited two years later in Val Royeaux, Orlais.

From then on, nobody could pinpoint exactly where the two wardens are. One person saw Oris in the Korcari Wilds, seemingly looking for something. Some wardens thought he might be researching the cure for the Blight. Another person swore they saw the small family hiding somewhere in Crestwood. Another crazier theory claims they're with the Inquisition right now, gathering a small army of Grey Wardens to help fight off their demon-possessed brothers and sisters in Adamant. Nobody knows for sure.

(oh gosh! that's done! i'm done!)


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Useless trivia section (because every original character breakdown needs one, apparently)

Technical stuff:
  • My earliest memory of creating this guy was me, sitting in front of my PC with Dragon Age: Origins character creation screen open trying to think of a new playthrough idea. "Hey, I've never played a dude. Never played a mage. Never played an elf. Let's combine all of them into one!" And then I spent the next two hours thinking of a name, giving up and just typing random nonsense into the name box. Thus "Oris" was born.
  • Hilariously enough, he ended up being my go-to-character for playing the game on Nightmare difficulty. Arcane warrior is so broken, I love it.
  • The idea of him being not actually a mage came recently, when I recreated him for Inquisition (he has a whole separate friggin' backstory in that game. Alternate universe stuff). Arcane warrior doesn't exist, and knight enchanter doesn't have the same oomph that AW has, so I made him a two-handed warrior. Modded the Reaver spec too. (Unrelated, but I'm in currently trying to do Nightmare with this exact setup as well. With the same dude. Yeahhh.)
  • His voice claim is Johnny Yong Bosch. Ever heard him as Kung Jin from Mortal Kombat X? His voice is perfect, go give it a listen.
  • I remade him as a custom follower in Skyrim. Every headparts tweaked to fit him--the unnecessarily numerous scars, freckles, cataracs-looking eyes, uneven brows, normal and diffuse map for face, the tattoo (mousepainted with love ;_;).. Still haven't found a way to make his prosthetic leg though.
Storyline stuff:
  • Oris was 23 (nearing his 24th birthday) at the start of Origins. I think that was around the same age as the other romanceable companions? Zevran is (perhaps) 25 and Alistair is younger, 21-ish or something.
  • He's (obviously) the Hero of Ferelden, though there's a just-for-fun alternate universe of him as a normal Grey Warden, recruited at the same time as Alistair, who later became kinda sorta a senior warden in Weisshaupt and eventually joined the Inquisition.
  • Oris was raised in an orphanage before ending up in the Circle. One of her caretakers, and the one he was closest with as a child, returned to her homeland (Orlais) sometime after he was recruited, so Oris went back to her after the whole business in Amaranthine concluded. Aelin needs to know her grandmother after all, even if not by blood.
  • "But Alistair is straight!" you said. Look at me in the eye and say that again.
  • Ok, but seriously (ramble about pairings and stuff in three... two...) I had the idea from a random-ass dream I had, thought it was interesting and decided to try writing something about it. I treated it as a crack ship at the start (Oris was technically romancing Zevran at the time), but the more I wrote about it, the more I found parallels and similarities that I just can't pass up. Something something magedemon/templar dynamic something something. Both stifled by the Chantry, both with a difficult childhood (difficult in other ways, but still difficult), Alistair's indecisiveness paired with Oris' stubbornness. Both are also men who (in my headcanon, anyway) don't quite connect to the mainstream idea of what "men" should be, both are--deep down--afraid of being left alone or dying as a Grey Warden, forgotten... Ok I'll stop now.
  • (ramble is not done yet) I could write a different essay about how Alistair has every right, and in fact should, reject the throne by his own volition if he's "hardened" (god I hate that term), but... that's a thing for another time. It's the weakest part of the otherwise perfect game for me. Just... him suddenly going "yeah I'll be a king!" when 5 seconds ago he's still all wishy-washy about it.
  • Aelin is Kieran's twin sister, yeah. She is a whole other can of worms, but she is also a full-fledged OC of mine so she gets a separate page, lucky girl.
  • For full transparency, Oris is technically a half-elf. His mother was a Tevinter magister and his father was an elven servant. And he's technically not bound with a spirit in the sense like Wynne with the spirit of Faith or Anders with the spirit of Justice. Let's just say he's more akin to Justice in Dragon Age: Awakening who got bound to the dead body of Kristoff. Except, in Oris' case, the body is somehow not decomposing...
  • In an alternate universe, iinstead of the orphanage, he was taken in by clan Lavellan and eventually became the Inquisitor. The backstory gets more time to shine there, partly because his mother is also still alive and kicking in that universe.
Character stuff (a.k.a MORE random trivias!):
  • Is it weird to admit that I visually based him off of Heather Mason from Silent Hill 3? Plus some other face claims, like this one Indonesian celebrity I keep forgetting the name of. 
  • Having weird songs stuck in your head 24/7 for the rest of your life can make you kinda kooky at times. If you hear him humming, whistling, or singing some random gibberish, bear with it--it's his way of coping with the constant noise.
  • It's also probably why the Calling affects him less than most Wardens--he's already hearing songs, another shitty weird one on top of it isn't gonna make any difference to him.
  • His real name is Mabenaris. He doesn't know this.
  • He likes spiders. Would probably open a sanctuary of spiders in his home if Aelin allows it (which she doesn't).
  • He developed a fear of heights after being chomped by an Archdemon and thrown around like a ragdoll for a solid five minutes atop Fort Drakon. He hates dragons, doesn't cherish the idea of fighting one (it's not helped that some dragons look like oversized flying chickens--the horror!)